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Maybe it's finally the awareness of the fact that soon I'm going to leave behind Emu and everything I'm familiar with for so long. It's the first time in my life that I'm going to be on my very own without anyone I know in a country so far away. And what's more without Emu. I'm a tough girl but wow this is really hard.
All the weeks until now I didn't think about my trip at all. I only started to learn more vocabularies than usual but I didn't dare to think why. I just avoided thinking about the near future. And now it gets harder to prevent it.
Of course, going to Japan for 1 year is not a bad thing but maybe I'm a bit overwhelmed by this whole matter. I mean I won't have the chance to hug Emu, play MTG with the hummelps and go out with Becky and co. to the Eisenlager ^^ fore 1 year.
But maybe I just started thinking about it because I didn't have anything special to do today.
During my trip to Greece with my parents I never had the chance to get into thinking. I was constantly busy and never alone. (I'm going to post the photos soon enough) Greece is a really wonderful country. I somehow miss the carefree atmosphere.
- Mood:
thoughtful
